God Is In Control

Last week I was totally frustrated.  I could not get my printer to print correctly.  I had been trying to print out the first chapters of the new book for Vi to edit.  I also wanted to print a rewrite of my first book, On My Way, as I was adding a chapter on a Black Circle.

The printer condensed the print.  It was unreadable.  I thought I messed up the program in the computer, so I took out my old computer.  It printed the page in a narrow column, worse than the first.  I then printed out just one page of the Black Circle from the other book and it split the page, so only half of it printed.  I thought the problem must be computer related.  I texted Bill, my go to guy. He did not get the message, and Vi was asking for the book to edit it.  So, early the next morning, I texted our neighborhood IT guru.  He texted back that he could be over at 7 that evening.

When he came, I printed out 4 pages from the book.  They printed perfectly.  “What’s going on?” I said, “Let’s try printing the Black Circle from the other book I am rewriting.”  The printer printed four pages perfectly.  He said, “It often happens.  I can see you are a writer.”  I said, “Yes,” and started to explain why I added the Black Circle to the book.  I explained what each of the other circles represented in the book.  He told me about his life, and how he had been in the Black Circle.  He said, “Once God brings you out of the Black circle, nothing phases you anymore.”

The IT fellow began telling me about his life and how, after going through many job losses, he ended up on his own, helping people like me.  He told me about a man whom he had recently helped, who was dying from brain cancer.  The man told him that he did not believe in God.  My IT guy said, “Here this person is dying from cancer, and he doesn’t believe in God.  I haven’t been able to get him out of my mind all week.  How could this man be dying and not believe in God?”  So, I gave my IT man the two books I wrote and suggested that he should read them.  Maybe one of these books could help the guy dying from brain cancer if he read it.

The next morning, I sent the IT guru a link to the Do Good story on my website.  I had remembered that a neighbor of mine, who did not believe in God and was dying, had read it.  I think he came to believe in God through that story.  I thought that perhaps the Do Good story, if shared with the man with brain cancer, it could also impact him even more than one of the books.

I tell this story because when the IT guru left that evening, both of us knew why my printer did not function.  We both knew that God had brought us together.  No one knows, why or how God makes things happen, like the printer not functioning, or what the real reason was that he wanted us to meet that evening.  Down the road maybe we will find out, but for now God has inserted Himself into our lives for a reason.  Later, I thought of several different reasons why God may have created this chain of events.  Writing this blog was one of them.  Do you believe that God is real and that He can, and does involve Himself to such a degree in our daily lives?

Love

Love is expressed in little actions and words.  Monday my wife Vi went grocery shopping and said, with a smile, "I bought you sticky buns, your favorite."  I thought, how sweet of her.  Later in the afternoon, she came in and said, "I noticed you ate a sticky bun. You know they are not good for you."

I was a bit perplexed at first, and then I thought about how she showed her love for me twice in less than a couple hours.  Looking at the sticky buns, I said to myself, "One down three to go.”  Not all in one day of course.  Love is sweet.

 Clarence

Enlightenment Prayer

As I was working on my next book and focusing on the gifts of the Spirit.  I came upon this prayer and wanted to put it in my phone or someplace prominent, so that I would remember to invoke the Spirit to be with me each day.  It is worth sharing.  I call it the: 

Enlightenment Prayer 

Come Holy Spirit within me, give me wisdom and understanding, your Spirit of counsel and might, your Spirit of knowledge and fear of the Lord today.

 If you are a skeptic, tell the Holy Spirit you are a skeptic. He already knows it, but He then knows you believe enough to speak to Him, and He will speak to you.

Getting on the road to heaven is very easy to do. Just say this prayer.  It takes less than 15 seconds.

 If you make it a habit to say this prayer every morning, the Spirit will surely be with you each day.

 Clarence

Focus on Jesus

The National Eucharistic Congress is being held this week at Lucas Oil Stadium, Indianapolis, from Wednesday, July 16 through Sunday July 21.  Four pilgrimages, each carrying the Eucharist, have been converging upon Indianapolis from the North, South, East and West of the Unted States, for weeks now, and will join in Indianapolis on Wednesday.  It is the first such gathering in the United States in 83 years.  The media has not made much of it, but it should be noted that this gathering is more than just pilgrims carrying Christ’s body in a monstrance.  It is His mystical body, His Church, coming together in unity at a critical time.  For those who are not Catholic, or those who do not believe in the real presence of His body in the Eucharist, you may want to watch Bishop Barron or other keynote speakers on EWTN or listen to Relative Radio during the conference.  I don’t know what Bishop Barron is going to say, but for me his talks are usually very inspirational.

Our friends in Wisconsin were part of the North Eucharistic Revival pilgrimage which came though Wisconsin on its way to Indianapolis.  They said, “The Revival came to two of our churches on June 20th. We had adoration at Saint Lawrence, with a walk around the Church, while carrying the Eucharist.  Then everyone moved on to the Little Switzerland ski hill and processed with the Eucharist around the Ice Age trail.  From there we then walked to Saint Peter Church for adoration.  It was wonderful.  It felt like we were walking with Jesus.”

I think everyone agrees we need more focus on God as a nation, and we need unity rather than division.  He is the unifier.  If you are not focused on Him, it is very easy to become a divider.

Clarence

Thanks!

Thanks to those who stopped by the book signing of my new book, I AM In Your Midst, at St. Mark's bookstore in Centerville, Ohio. For those of you who could not come, St. Mark's will be stocking some of my books. If you need a couple of copies, stop and see them. For multiple copies of four or more, contact me directly.

Clarence

Trip to Do Good Restaurant and Ministries

We have scheduled a comfortable bus tour to the Do Good Restaurant and Ministries in Osgood, OH to hear Karen Homan’s story and have lunch.

Date:  Tuesday, June 18th

Bus Departs:  8:45 am from the Britton Falls Chateau parking lot, Fishers, IN

Return:  6:00 pm

Cost:  $50.00 (does not include lunch) Make your bus check out to:

Al Melliere, 12884 Mondavi Dr., Fishers, IN 40637

Check Deadline:  June 11 to confirm reservation.

Hope you can join us.  We will also visit the nearby Maria Stein Shrine of the Holy Relics.

You can read the Do Good Restaurant and Ministries story on the website:

Assurance and Peace

Sunday we celebrated Christ’s Ascension into heaven.  To some the Ascension brings back memories, memories they want to share with others to reveal that there is something beyond life here on earth. Here is such a story:

Our friend Dee took time to pass this along to us.  Her son Michael was 51 when he was diagnosed with renal cancer.  On his last day the family was gathered, savoring the precious time that they had left with him.  The room was dimly lit for his comfort as he passed.

Dee said, “Then the most amazing thing happened. A few minutes after he died, a beautiful glow came over Michael’s face and seemed to surround his head. I mentioned it to everyone. Look at the glow surrounding Mike. It lasted about two or three minutes and then disappeared.”

Dee said, “To this day I never become angry with God for my son’s death. I have comfort in knowing that he was God’s son as well, and He could take him back home anytime he wished. Even though I truly miss Michael, I never become angry. I always thank God for giving Michael to his father and me.”

The Soul and Near Death Expericences

I AM in your Midst was just published and I should finish writing my final book I Am Within You this year.  My friend, Bill McKinney, who does my website and prepares my books for publication, sent me a link to a two-part interview of Chris Stefanick and Fr. Robert Spitzer.  The topics were “The Existence of the Soul” and “Near Death Experiences.”  We had just finished a discussion on the soul, which is the subject in the final chapter of my upcoming book I AM Within You. 

Another friend's out of body experience was the first story in my last book, I AM in Your Midst.  Bill thought this interview was relevant to the books’ topics. My upcoming book will have stories of life after death.  This video interview shows how we, as humans and the supernatural, work together.  I use the word Ideals as what we strive for in life, a term used in Cursillo. Father Spitzer refers to what we seek as perfections, as does St Teresa of Avila in her book The Interior Castle. The attached interview is very interesting, as they discuss both topics in a deep but understandable way.

Click on the button below to listen to all or part of the 40 minute interview:

New Book Published

Clarence’s newest book has just been published

I AM In Your Midst Book Cover

I AM In Your Midst

Amazing TRUE STORIES of God working in the lives of a variety of people who have shared their story with me since our move to Indiana. Each story reveals God’s presence in the world and how the Holy Spirit intercedes to carry out His will. These stories are shared so that all might know that God, our Father, who created the universe, is concerned about each of us on our little planet.

If you want to order 4 or more copies:

TRUTH

When you hear someone say to you, “The truth is…” What do you expect next? Isn’t it something that is going to be revealed, that up until now has been held secret, or untold knowledge. We usually are all ears.

Are we open to THE TRUTH? Are we all ears? Are we hearing Him.

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”  (John14-6)

This week a friend shared this prayer with me from (Peter Kreeft and Ron Tacelli)

Prayer of the Truth Seekers

“God, I don’t know whether you even exist. I’m a skeptic. I doubt. I think you may only be a myth. But I’m not certain, (at least when I’m completely honest with myself.) So, if you do exist, and if you really did promise to reward all seekers, you must be hearing me now. So, I hereby declare myself a seeker, a seeker of the truth, whatever and wherever it is. I want to know the truth and live the truth. If You are the truth, please help me.

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.  (Matthew 7-7)

 Clarence

He’s Different

This week I was discussing with a friend about the story on my website, Why Does God Make People with Downs Syndrome.  He said, "What good can come from Downs Syndrome?"  I answered, "you will have to read the two stories on the website.”

Two days later I told another friend I was putting, Why Does God Make People with Downs Syndrome in my next book.  He replied, “I have something for you that I have listened to a dozen times.”  He sent me the YouTube video, HE’S DIFFERENT. You can click on the link to view it, too.

God gives everyone gifts.  Sometimes we focus only on flaws and miss the beauty of the gifts.  I think God has made His point.

Clarence

Weeping Willow

My Daughter Karen sent this to me.  We all seek understanding of situations, and that is why I think this post is so impactful.  My granddaughter Kayla painted the picture in her teens, during some trying times.  She was always quite the artist.  Kayla graduated with highest honors from UNC Chapel Hill in 2022.

Clarence


My daughter Kayla painted this in 2015.  On the back it says, "Just like the willow tree our family is broken..., but beautiful."  "Weeping may endure for the night, but joy comes in the morning (Psalm 30:5)."  She is an amazing young lady. 

Weeping Willow, by Kayla

We used to joke that our family tree was the weeping willow.  A family riddled with addiction, mental health issues and broken relationships.  The weeping willow name comes from the way raindrops run down its long leaves, making it look like the tree is crying.  The weeping willow is therefore associated with grief and mourning. 

My kids’ grandfather and then their favorite uncle both committed suicide within 10 years of each other (they were identical twin brothers).  This happened back in the time when you didn’t talk about mental health.  Suicide had a stigma with it and it was something families swept under the rug and didn’t let people know.  I remember feeling like, what if people found out how they died?  How would that reflect on us and our family?  So, we kept it close.  But then a friend shared about her brother taking his life.  I had no idea. She and I had been friends for a while, and I remember feeling a sense of relief that someone understood.  Her vulnerability gave me such comfort and allowed me to be vulnerable and share what I was feeling.  Confusion, sadness and guilt (I know now that it wasn’t my fault, but at the time you find yourself asking could I have done something? What didn’t I see?

Since that time, I have shared our family story with many others struggling with the loss of a friend or family member to suicide.  In my former life, I was a pastor’s wife for 15 years, so I was privy to many peoples struggles through co counseling with my then husband and knew sharing our story could help these families feel understood and not alone. 

Also, since that time, I have more personally dealt with mental health concerns with my own children.  I am thankful that the universities they attend provide ways for them to get counseling, and teachers and friends who understand when they are having a difficult time.  Vulnerability is key.  Others sharing their stories helps in so many ways.  It takes the stigma away of “what is wrong with me?”  “what is wrong with my family?” or “what is the purpose in all this pain?” and the alienation one feels when they feel like no one else understands or feels this way. 

One of the stories my kids and I used to read when they were little was a story called “Best of All” by Max Lucado, where the character Punchinello, being a made of a willow tree, was seen as weak and less-than from the others made from the strong trees.  He questioned why he had to be made different.  But later in the story he found that being made of willow allowed him to be flexible and bend and actually save the strong maple in a life-threatening situation while the others made of strong trees couldn’t save her.  

There’s a quote by Robert Jordan I just saw that reads, “The oak fought the wind and was broken, the willow bent and survived.” 

So maybe having a weeping willow for a family tree is actually not such a bad thing, but yet a strength in vulnerability and a way to help others survive. 😊

As Kayla reminded me…We are broken,…but beautiful.

Karen

STORIES FROM GRANDPA

A friend sent me this poem. It was written when his first grandbaby was born, approximately 7 years ago.  It is from the perspective of what a person sees through their life, from the time they are born, until the time they become a grandparent. It takes us back 5 generations and looks forward two generations. Quite an interesting poem.

His own grandfather was born in 1885 and was about 75 years old by the time he was born in 1960.  So, between 1885 and 1960, life changed in countless ways.  He wondered what his own grandbaby would see in his lifetime.

 STORIES FROM GRANDPA

Grandbaby, Grandbaby What Will You See? 

Grandbaby, Grandbaby, what will you see,

by the time you become a Grandparent, so proud like me?

 

Things change so quickly, technology has evolved.

What will life be like, what challenges will be solved?

 

My Grandpa before me saw so much new automation

Things previously thought possible, only in one's imagination.

Tractors replaced horses, electricity came to the home

And connected by wires, you could talk through a phone.

Man learned to fly and you could travel by plane

Cars replaced buggies, trucks delivered our grain.

TV came to the home, with picture and voice

You could select from three channels, what a wide wonderful choice.

By the time I was born, it was all normal to me

My Grandpa must have wondered, what would I see?

 

Now that I'm a Grandpa, I can look back and reflect,

At the changes I've seen, with awe and respect.

Interstate highways, the first man on the moon

On-line orders are delivered, the next day before noon.

You can talk "to" your phone, send an e-mail or text

Your phone talks back to you, and tells you where to turn next.

Self driving cars have been tested for miles

3D objects are printed, from your computer's design files.

TV has evolved, with sound all around

1,000 channels plus movies, the choices astound.

Grandbaby, Grandbaby, what will you see,

by the time you become a Grandparent, so proud like me?

 

Will delivery drones take your children to school,

Will self driving cars be the general rule?

Will you fly across the country, in less than an hour,

Live wherever you want, with no office tower?

Will your house be powered by the wind and the sun's rays,

Will you blow on a pin-wheel, and have power for days?

Will the watch that you wear, be your phone and tell time,

Replace your doctor, Diagnose you, Inject your medicines for a dime?

Will you have a home shopping portal?  Your size it would scan,

Print your order in an instant, in any color known to man?

 

Technology will be great, but take time for the simples

Join your Grandparents for lunch.  Smile.  Show your dimples.

Read a book, go fishing, run outside and play,

and thank God for your blessings, each time that you pray.

 

Not all things will change, I hope you will see

Like the love from your family, and fond memories of your Grandma and me.

 

Oh Grandbaby, Grandbaby, what will you see...............

 

Written for Henry Mitchell Olsen, by Grandpa Olsen - February 28, 2016

When I Die

I read somewhere that, in receiving the Holy Oils in the Sacrament of healing of the sick, the recipient oftentimes receives a glimpse of heaven.  

I think the recipient feels the profound Love of God and the joy and peace that comes with it. If it is the end of life as we know it, those around the dying person feel that same love, peace, and joy, emanating through the dying person, as they go through the process of passing from this life to the next. There is a sense of peace and a subdued joyfulness.    


On the website under New Life are the stories of Rick and Marilyn. They give that indication of a sense of peace and a subdued joyfulness.

Clarence 

The Adam Vellic Story

This story is about a young boy, Adam Vellic, who loved baseball and had a knack for it, even at the age of five.  He would constantly be asking his father to play it with him.  Unfortunately, before he was old enough to play in little league, he was diagnosed with leukemia.  He underwent Chemotherapy to combat the cancer.  As Adam was recovering, the doctors and family noticed the chemo was causing Adam to lose some of his cognitive ability.  Within a few weeks Adam went into a coma.  He did come out of the coma, but he had to learn to walk all over again.  He no longer had the agility he had as a five-year old. 

When he was in the third grade and old enough to play T ball, his dad signed Adam up because he had loved baseball so much.  He was assigned to Coach Ralph’s team.  Coach Ralph had 5 boys of his own and coached all his boys until they went into the Little League. His second youngest son, Scott, entered T ball the same year as Adam.  Adam’s father talked to Coach Ralph and told Coach about Adam’s disabilities.  The Lord put the two together, because Coach Ralph had a philosophy that no matter how good or poor a player was, he played the same number of innings and at bats as everyone else.  It cost Coach games early in the season when other teams played by the rule that each player had to play only two innings.  But as the season went on, Coach Ralph ended up developing each player, and in the end, they usually won the championship.  Since all the players were young, most hits were to right field as most players were right-handed and were late in swinging.  Coach Ralph did not stick the poorer players at third or left field.  He had them play all fielding positions.  Even Adam played second base which was the most active.  One time Adam threw out a player going to first and everyone cheered.  No one was as HAPPY as Adam.  Of course, just playing baseball made him happy.

Parents and players knew Coach Ralph, so there were few complaints when they lost games.  Also, his sons, who were some of the best players, sat out.  Coach Ralph spent hours planning the line up before game day, so that he would not be tempted to play the better players if they started to lose.  He stuck to the game plan. His goal was to help each player to play to the best of his ability to build character and team values.

In this T ball league if a player gets 4 balls, he gets to put the ball on a tee and hit it.  Adam wanted to get a hit so bad that he most always struck out or the ball would not go over 30 feet in the infield, which was an automatic out.  Adam never got on base.  Toward the end of the season, unbeknownst to Coach Ralph, Adam told his teammates he was going to hit a home run.  It was pretty bold for someone who has never gotten to first base.

The score was tied, and it was in the last inning when Adam ended up getting four balls, which meant he got to hit the ball from the tee.  He hit it and started to run for first base.  The pitcher did not think the ball would reach the 30-foot arc.  The ball slowly rolled to the arc and passed it by inches.  The pitcher picked the ball up and thew it to first.  Adam was running all the time the ball was slowly rolling to the 30 ft mark. and as the first baseman reached for the ball his foot came up from the bag.  Adam was safe on first and rounded the bag to go to second as his coach was telling him to stay on the bag.  The first baseman was about to throw the ball to the pitcher, when he noticed Adam halfway to second base.  The first baseman was so startled that he overthrew the second baseman.  The shortstop was there to back him up, but Adam was safe at second. Everyone heard Coach Ralph screaming for Adam to stop at second, but Adam never stopped running. Adam rounded the bag.  The shortstop was so surprised to see Adam running past him that he over-threw the third baseman.  The errant ball rolled all the way to the fence.  The third baseman picked up the ball and threw it, but by this time Adam was running for home plate. But was he?  No, he was running to the tee, which the umpire had moved off home plate.  Adam was out of the baseline. His teammates were all screaming. They picked Adam up as he ran toward the tee and put him on home plate.   The umpire called him safe.  The other team was clapping.  Adam’s only hit of the season was a home run, which won the game.  

Yes, Coach Ralph had another winning season.  His son Scott moved up to the Little League and now his youngest son Rick was in T Ball.  Adam was allowed to play T ball the next year and not be forced into Little League because of his disabilities.  Adam died five years later when his cancer returned.  The school planted a tree in his honor.  He was beloved by everyone for his big heart and his never give up attitude.  Whenever anyone brings up Adam’s name, there are always tears that follow in his memory.

Coach Ralph continued to coach his son Rick the next three years, but under new rules. The city now had the coaches rank their players at the end of the season. A committee would then assign them to a different team each year by ranking. Coach Ralph no longer had most of his team from the prior year. This made it difficult, as new players and parents did not understand Coach Ralph’s philosophy.  Parents felt if their son was one of the best players, he should never sit on the bench, and many new older players were less disciplined or did not respect Coach Ralph’s philosophy.

Coach said, “When I got new players and new parents, they did not like my coaching philosophy. Which was, “No matter how good or poor a player is, you are all going to get the same playing time.”

What take-aways did you have from this story?

I had three:

1}  Adam proved that determination can overcome any deficiency.

2) Coach Ralph’s philosophy, builds character, teamwork and values that go beyond sports.

3} Parents need to look less at scores and more into what values, and character traits their young children are developing through sports.

Clarence

Mark 9:37

Whoever welcomes one of these little children in my name welcomes me; and whoever welcomes me does not welcome me but the one who sent me.”

Poem, Chuck Riegler

The following poem was sent to me by a friend of Chuck Riegler. Chuck is a retired high school teacher and youth counselor. His poem is worth sharing.

Clarence

MY Faith, My Anchor

By Chuck Riegler

I’m sailing on this sea of life, just trying to find my way.

I ask of You this morning, to steer me through the day.

I sometimes seem to drift about, just moving with the tide,

Forgetting of Your presence, that You are at my side.

Believing that I know what’s best, I’m captain of this boat,

Forgetting also You’re the One who keeps this ship afloat.

But when I sail the troubled waters and my ship is tossed about,

I turn to You in desperate need, and cries for help I shout.

But what I need to realize is where my strength comes from,

To praise You not only when the sea is rough, but also when it’s calm.

For what I fail to understand, am just too blind to see,

Is that You will always hold a lifeline out to me.

And far beneath my keel, so deep I cannot say,

You’ve got me anchored firm and fast, and won’t let me slip away.

 

The Fuller Center for Housing

Here is an opportunity to instill Christian values and donate to a good cause at the same time.  

The Fuller Center for Housing provides housing, similar to Habitat for Humanity, with a special caveat.  Their Bicycle Adventures, of which there are six this year in the US, get funding from the riders.  Each rider donates $4,500 which goes toward building the houses.

Scholarship programs are offered, and one has been set up in my name, Clarence Gilles, to which people can contribute to help the less affluent, mostly college students, cover up to ½ of the donation needed to go on an adventure trip.  Different churches put them up for the night and feed them on the route.    

All, of the money goes to sponsoring young riders and all, of that money ends up building homes for those in need.  Fuller is a 503C Christian organization.  This year a friend is donating, to each participant, a copy of my book “On My Way.”  The book will be used for group studies on these trips.

For more information on scholarships and how to donate, click below.

Any amount would be appreciated, and if you know of someone who would like to go on a trip, please froward this information to them.  Riders of all ages are regulars on these trips.  Participation by young people is especially necessary to introduce them to this rewarding and enriching program.

Clarence Gilles

Lighting Candles

During Lent many Christians increase focus on Christ through prayer, the sacraments and acts of charity.  Below is an excerpt from the book On My Way.

During the Easter Vigil the priest takes the Easter candle and lights the candles of those near Him. The candle lighting spreads throughout the church. As more and more candles are lit the once small light grows into a glow which illuminates the entire church.

When we share the gospel or use our gifts to spread the love of God with those we meet, our light takes root in them. Now others are touched by God’s love which is uplifting for them and encourages them to share kindness with those they meet.

Each time God’s love is shared in any form, a smile, a helping hand, a special moment, a sharing of the gospel, a spontaneous gesture or a donation, it illuminates those we touch. They then take the light we gave them and share it with others. Soon our neighborhood, family, church, workplace, and world will be illuminated. It does not take long for God’s love to spread. All it takes is us sharing God’s love and gifts each and every day. At the end of the day, we will never know how many candles were lit because of our actions in sharing the love of God.

How many candles will you light tomorrow, along with using the spontaneous opportunities God places before you?

The sharing of God’s love is a gift, a gift from God to us, from us to others. It is when we listen to His voice and do His will with love that we become one with Him and His joy shines like a beacon from within.


Under True Stories on the website under Lighting Candles are two stories that are pertinent to the 40 days of Lent. The stories are not conversion stories, but they provide inspiration on ways to introduce others to a deeper relationship with Christ and His universal church

"Faith in Action" Interview

Recently I was interviewed by Catholic Radio Faith in Action cohosts Brigid Ayer and Jim Ganley about how to get to know Christ and reflection on your spiritual journey into the New Year. The interview did not go smoothly at first.

Holy Spirit where are You? Holy Spirit where are You? That's what I was screaming in my mind as I picked up my I-phone from the floor. I had just dropped it as I was frantically trying to call the radio studio. In an effort to increase the volume so I could better hear Jim Ganley, the host of the "Faith in Action" Catholic radio program, I cut him off.  He was just starting to give the opening prayer when I lost the call.  

Shaking, I tried to redial, but the phone dropped right out of my hand. When I finally got back to the station, they lost the call and I had to call back again. Now 5 minutes had gone by. Brigid Ayer must have already done the introduction of the guest speaker, me, but I was no longer there.  This was the mother of stress tests.  

I was frantic. Would they now be asking me a QUESTION? When I was finally back on the air, they could tell I was stressed. Then they said not to worry because the program was being pre-recorded. They asked if I wanted to do the interview at another time. I said, "No."  Jim said, "Okay then, we will take it up again where Brigid is doing the introduction."

Prior to the program they gave me a list of 14 questions to prepare for. While answering my first question, I mentioned Cursillo. When the question about Cursillo came up, it was a surprise, as it was not on the list. I knew then that we would be winging it. After listening to the program and hearing what was said, I knew the Holy Spirit was there.

Completely drained, I heard Him say, I am with you always.

Here is the link to the podcast program.

Clarence